road kill

JUst came back from running. stamina not so good le. hahas. ANyways on the way back i saw this dumbass boy who almost got killed. He was bouncin a basketball across the road, and he succeeded.Then he tries to bounce it up the stairs, not so smart. The ball hits the corner of a step and it bounces to the road. Traffic is coming but the boy thinks hes the flash, hurries to the ball without looking at oncoming traffic. Taxi screeched to a halt upon the sight of a retarded child. Boy rushes back after retrieving the ball. Continues to try to bounce it up the stairs again. They never learn do they.

STUFF

I guess two days ago i went out with my cousin! Watched friday the 13th which is just a lame murder show with one hero at the end to kill the damn jason and alot of titties inbetween for no reason. I guess its like a horror/ titties show lol. The titties all so damn fake its so disgusting and Jason the monster never dies??? WTF man hes like some superman from hell. Then i got my slippers from NUM which burned super big hole in my pocket, freakin 33 bucks. Ate at billy bombers, the chicken wings still... despite being billy's rodeo wings plus the 13 bucks we were paying for it it tasted like shit. Had to keep dipping the wings into the hot sauce to have some damn taste. OLD CHANG KEE still the best i tell u . CHEAP AND GOOD.
Then i had my NS health checkup yesterday which was kinda smooth. I almost fainted during the drawing of my blood, bloody hell hav to wake up at 7am to squeeze with the assholes on the train plus i didnt eat at all then still draw like 50ml of my blood. But the army dudes gave me milo so not tt bad, still like got some sick bay thing for cui ppl like me. later during the last station i gei kiang tell him i fainted before, then now army wants me to go for some treadmail test for my heart. basket dunno if i can still make it for july batch.

dreams

last night i just dreamt that my dad recovered! but when i woke up and reality hit me right smack in the face, i felt empty again. Somehow there's this void in my heart which i have been tryin to replace and sometimes it fills up but other times it just fades away. Tryin to lead a normal life, a life of routine but with so many twists and turns, i am finding it hard to catch up. Yesterday my aunt said sth very real in prayer, she said that God never promise that the skys will always be blue but he promises that we will always have hope in Him. The weather is certainly not clear for me now in this dark period but theres always sunshine after the storm and when that peek of ray shines out, i am promised that there are more good things to come.

i need to get bigger

damn sian my weights at home maxed out le so that means i cannot grow any bigger from doing the same shit over and over again. need to get new weights

Joshua

Reading the book of Joshua in the bible i realised that God has helped joshua alot during his battles. He made the river of jordan stop flowing to let the israelites cross and He made the sun and the moon stop for joshua to battle. I believe that God is very powerful and he certainly can help us even in this 21 century where miracles are not as obvious as the moon stopping and sun halting in its orbit. We have faith not because it is logical in the situation, not because God has performed past miracles and therefore He is obliged to but because God is our provider. God is our provider and he will provide in the darkest of our days where we feel lost and confused. He will provide a way out and i believe that this will come soon.

Old times new change

Looking through my previous bloggings i realised that i was a super angry kid who just needed to vent. Maybe its the changes that is happening around me now but i dont feel very much contented now scolding F U C K to ppl who annoy me and CB! to those who cross me. Its time for a change.