dreams

last night i just dreamt that my dad recovered! but when i woke up and reality hit me right smack in the face, i felt empty again. Somehow there's this void in my heart which i have been tryin to replace and sometimes it fills up but other times it just fades away. Tryin to lead a normal life, a life of routine but with so many twists and turns, i am finding it hard to catch up. Yesterday my aunt said sth very real in prayer, she said that God never promise that the skys will always be blue but he promises that we will always have hope in Him. The weather is certainly not clear for me now in this dark period but theres always sunshine after the storm and when that peek of ray shines out, i am promised that there are more good things to come.